closeness

hey u peeps....


I have been neglecting my blog...not updating it...i was pretty busy (not!!)...am now a legal guardian to 3 boys...(parents went for haj so am here..being a big sister thingy!!)

Life has been pretty busy...with all things..all sorts of things...running errands...

Thots....*wonders*

What is wrong if you are close to someone?? I have a fren..they've been close since lama dah lah...but the thing is people thot there's sumthin goin on...am not saying there's sumthin wrong with it...but what u see is totally different...I heard someone said "people can see wht u cant see!!"...well, how are we suppose to correct this??i mean, how to prove tht there's nuthin, just a fren-fren thingy??wht does my fren have to do??please help.....

Is it wrong if u r furious with wht ur close fren have done to u??macam neglecting u..just because ia ada gf??is it??yes??No??He's been doin lost of things to u tht made u sakit hati brabiz....blocked u from MSN....sialan jua tu!!Nada cali tu geng...so salah kah if we marah??but a fren of mine thinks it's absurd...why should we be furious..he has chosen his life to be like that..so just be it...but i hate tht!!!is this how he/she values our friendship???hmmm....don't know what else to say lagi....

Last Tuesday, we were at the airport sending my aunt and family naik haji...sedih ehhh...i'v e been with them lama before they leave for haj!!I cried....everybody cried.....dari rumah dah kami nangis...and di airport jua....huaaahuaahuaaa.....

I miss my mum and dad!!!i miss my man!!! i Miss U soooooo much.......(missy wissy thingy!!!)mengusut lah tu!!!

It's been fun staying at my aunt's ani...the boys has been very good...their friends has been very supportive...malar saja ke rumah...supaya inda sunyi lah tu...my granniez slalu drop-by kemari jua....mcm warden kali ah!!!!huhuhu....*jahat*...

anywezzzz....i'll have to go now...have yet to do sumthin such as watch dvds.....apa kan tu ah??sibuk tah tu???

I'll get back to this again sometime....

To My dearest Uda (both)...."Happy Anniversary...."

*muAhzz*

toooodlllleee looooo...........

What's Happening??

It's been a few days that I heard of soooo many many things....[sob stories especially!!]

I have been thinking how do u peeps consider a fren as a Real Fren??Sometimes a fren can be a "pain"...but there are times that u look for them..wanting them to be a listener..someone tht u can say anythin..swear..shout at..A real fren will alwez be there for you...whenever u need them..it's like a 24x7 thingy..And i do realised tht there's a few of us tht keeps changing our Frenz..(why??)Its becoz tht frenz do quarrel..argue..talk behind ur back (this is a normal thingy!! and am not surprised!!)

As for myself.., i do lave lots of them...LOADS...but none (bedusta jua tu ah!!), only a few of them whom I think as a Real fren..(how sad is that??)It makes me wonder sometimes what happened to all of my frenz??Where are they??Why are they doing this??so on and so on....*sigh*...

Oh Yeah!!!I read one blog regarding affairs (well..,this blogger did wrote abt Friends too!!hehehe..)...It is so nothing new in this world..Hey, don't talk abt married ones..those still not married (yng masih berbf/gf pun ada affair jua...) It's the extra thingy tht you get from the extra ones..Huhuhu...(I think some people agree ni!!) but if you don't,it doesn't really matter though...It's your say peeps...ANyway., Why?? Some might say it's the attention tht you're not getting from the other party...some will say because they have problems (e.g Financially...(it's the 1st one tht i could think of!!)..maybe for some, it's just to have the fun...FUN??!!...It feels so good to be loved by someone..hey!! there are a few good things and bad things yea!! Question(s): How does the married ones deal wif all this??Juggling their life between the wifey and the Girl??What if there's a problem??Come to think of it.., if they lied to the wifey..,do u think they won't lie to the gf??*sigh*...i don't know...(I pray & hope for the best/good things to happen in my Life!!AMIN)

It is so interesting to have all these thoughts..but sometime membari sakit kepala jua ah...Ntah leee...(sudah atu, kiranya mcm nda lagi kan tepikir lah ah!!Ngalih lah sudah my brain tu..!!)

Anyway peeps.., I leave this as it is...I shall THINK of other THINGS again!!...

*tooodle looooo*

*mMuahz*...

perfect

Perfect

as we all know...No one/Nobody is perfect in this world...If everthing that we do, goes so perfectly, do u think we have problems??No ryte...

Perfect Couple..

how do u define them as a perfect couple??how do u know that they're perfect for each other??

It alwez made me think...cana boleh org ckp they're perfect for each other ah?? How do u rate d perfectness atu kan??thru their looks?? *sigh* i don't even know why this things came across my mind and it has been camping in my head for several days dah...i have yet to find the answers...(people pls helep me puhlezzz....!!!)

A fren of mine called me and told me that she's planning to get married in 2008...so i said "owww k....!!good for u!!"...it means next year 2007, she'll be making preparation for her wedding...with the help of her frens such as Me..and a few others...hehehe...gerenti paning ni oleh me!!! For sure!!!....but i wish her all the best lah...it's good making early preps..jgn kelam kabut ani...nda bisai...(apa kan merepek ani??!!)

My sis have been having probz wif "boy" nya...hehehe..apa kan tu??Stail lama jua cakap "boy" nya!! I heard this frm him coz ia komplen tht my sis slalu salah hantar msg...kdg-kdg arh boy nya yng lain!!! My Goshhh!!! atu old school punya term tu eh...zaman kami pun nda pakai...hehehe...so every now n then me an my sis will alwez say "boy" nya...~apa kan!!!

Am so very sure, by next week the Brunei International Airport will be packed again...Orang naik Haji so.., bnyk tah jua org kan di liat...Yng kan belayar ke negri lain pun mcm payah jua...gerenti sibok and inda lagi cukup parking ni krg....*going for Haj is soooo siok...* For those yng pernah will sure paham my term of siok....

Anyway...the word perfect is still in my head...

let me dream (dirim!!) about it...

nitey nite!!!

*muahz*

wnt to feel good...better..

It feels so good if ur in d mood for everthing..anything...(whatever u do will alwez be ryte..!!)but...if ur not in d mood..my gosh!!satu dunia we salah kan!!

Sometime, u feel so good if everyone around u knows wht u went thru..but then again...ada jua org yng "buat" inda paham...

Is it wrong to expect something from others??or just don't expect anyting!! (ntah lah ah!!sometime payah jua if ter-over expect ani!!)but..if u don't expect anythin, nuthin will hppn...

Sometimes u wish d person wif u will alwez be there for you...,but then again.., if 24x7 kan bersama saja sanak jua ah!! u'll need time for yourself jua...a breathing space..but then again..u'll start to miss him/her jua...

whtever hppn thru life is sometime cool..u see loads of things happened..good ones...bad ones...but why does orang will alwez remember the bad ones dulu than the good ones??

how soon do u appreciate whatever things being done for u?that soon??

Can u see the difference, if u do things with ur heart or your brain?some people will say "follow what's in ur heart"..but some will say "think before u do sumthin"...so which one?

Some people think it's good to cry it out..let it out than keeping it to urself...but then..once u start to share it..sumthin else will happen...u'll find out that he/she tells a different version of ur story...

How can u make he/she understand u??how can u make he/she believes u??

these are the things that i think is in everyone's mind...wht do u think?True??

Loads in my mind...need to go out....*sigh*